everyone have secrets to hide~~~ a angelic side to hide ~~~ a dark side to hide ~~~

hahaha kinda cute to put this posting title to be like that but well it is true ... everyone sure have a secret where they tell no one ... like some people keep to themself that they are gay ... they like guys , like having sex with guys and so on ... some fantansize gals .... naked gals .... raping them ... hahaha oh welll like what people always say ... if u dont think crazy stuff u are not a normal human hahaha but anyway ... yupzz ... everyone have a secret ... some have double identities ... and some did things that really surprise people hahaha but still ... somethings are better to keep to ourself .... some thing are better to left untold than to be told to others ... as some people can never keep the matter to themselves and spread to others ... amd gossip will be spread and soon ... from the process of passing throught many peoples ear ... the storey will twist and turn haha thats what people do ... so ya to me some secret is best left untold ... hahaha like i have a close friend ... he have a boy friend they were deeply in love ... he din wanna tell anyone ... din wanna let anyone know ... one day he and his boyfriend had a minor quarrel ... needed someone to talk to to lighten himself ... told his most trusted friend ... and his trusted friend told the everyone ... causing him to be teased ... ignore ... deserted by others ... close friends distanced him ... pinpointed by others ... and soon ... his boyfriend was also known to others ... same thing happened to his boyfriend ... both of them was heavily stressed and yet still deeply in love ... soon thier parents found out bout the both of them ... thier parents force them apart ... din allow their sons to go out afraid that they will have the chance to meet each other cut off their handphone lines not allowing them to contact each other ...even when they go to school ... their parents went ... soon both were depressed ... they avoided food ... water ... both were really sick ... and was amitted to hospital ... the 2 of them were in the same hospital but they din know ... but still their parents din allow them to se each other ... still refusing to take in soft diet ... the doctors had no choice but to give them glucose drip ... thier love for each other was so deep ... so deep that they even would rather bear the pain rather than to be separated ... soon ... they found out they were both in the same hospital ... and late one night ... my friend force him self out of bed ... and headed to his boyfriends room ... seeing his boyfriend laying in bed ... he went towards the bed ... and his boyfriend was woken up by him ... when they both saw each other they cried ... they slept together ... they hug each other so tightly ... and soon they came to a painful decision ... since they were unable to be together in this world ... they decided to end thier life ... they wrote a letter ... left it on the table ... holding each other hands tightly giving each other thier last kiss ... they took a pen knife ... and slit their wrist ... but somehow ... it was a maricle or rather i would say it is not the time for them to die ... a nurse came and check that room they were both in at a odd timing ... and she saw the blood ... she informed the night shift doctor ... they were saved .... but lost alot of blood ... the both sides parents felt that they had went too far ... and finally they allowed them to be together at the end ... i was really touch by my friend and his hubby ... till toda .. after 3 years plus they are still together ... they even stayed at each other house ... and were treated as a family ... to me when i see them both in real life ... they were like a perfect pair ... except that they were both guys ... but come on ... love is blind ... sometimes strange relationships do happen too ... for me ... even if i know my friends are gay or lesbian i dont mind ... cos my policy is if u choose the people u would like to mix with ... people will also choose whether to mix with u or not ... so ya ... till now my friend... after his almost death situation ... he told me his story ... it touch me ... and it showed me that ... people can die just because they love each other too deeply ... oh well guess i wrong abit too long for today hahaha guess it is time for my to kick the haye hahaha so good night and fair well~~~